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Sunday, October 6, 2013

Legion of Me

A bit about me & Empathy


Why did I chose the name Legion ? well because I believe one and many .

And He (Jesus) asked him (the man), "What is thy name?" And he answered, saying, "My name is Legion: for we are many."
Don't Worry thats all I will Say of the bible here , I did say this would be My views my way my blog .
 This being my first blog entry , Im not really sure what I will put here so I will just keep writing . first of all thank you for taking the time out of your busy life to even read this . lets get a few things straight , Im not here to promote anything , its simply my first time to have a crack at this .  a bit about me , My Favourite subject just joking,  I've been a Practicing Pagan for over 12 years , I was originally born in to a catholic family but I did not like how Catholic or Christian Faiths try enforce believes on us , People should have a right to believe what they like & Thats what Im all about , I say Im pagan but being honest Ive tried all various religious believes , I Love Buddhist believes, and teachings .
 I would do anything to find true enlightenment , This Blog Will be my Journal on the various Paths I will take , I'm a solo Paranormal Investigator  , I do plan on eventually setting up a team or joining one if they will let me.  I'm an empath & if you don't believe in this don't bother reading my blog because it will just feel like fantasy to you closed minded people.   I've been an empath all my life yet its been getting stronger per year & some people say empathy is a gift.  its both a gift and a Curse because if you don't put up a block , you will be overwhelmed by various emotional feeling , This can lead you to suicidal  thoughts , Im blessed in a way I have a very strong spirit guide . He has helped me get through it.  I was on the edge quite literally , I was gonna end it all & its not a nice place to be . No one can understand what it is like to have such Feeling , your are not in full control of yourself its like a demon inside you saying your worthless end it no one cares about you .

This Mind is a powerful thing you will be lead to believe you are nothing you are worthless . We only have one Life & it may not be the greatest in the world but its yours alone , If you do have such thoughts don't keep it to yourself share it with a friend a family member or doctor , I know what its like to Just want to end it all & being empathic its even harder because, you can have feeling and emotions that you think are your own.

 I discovered this when i bought some Crystals and started using them i was down and they made me worst  but it was a mistake of my own i did not cleanse the crystals I was feeling all the other emotional feeling that others felt when they handled these same crystals , It was a Lesson i learned . Ive also get emotional feeling off objects places and people , when I touch a rock or a tree or even place my hands on a building I can feel so much form it , Like a vision of the past people who were this , this is also a very scary feeling , to visualise events like a dream in you head as you touch object.

When this first happened me i was 8 years old & it was a scary feeling to see what i seen , I eventually learned that before I touch various objects to put up a block & learn its not Present but past events .

We all as humans have powers of our mind everyone last one of us can enhance out psychic abilities we all have it , not a lot of us are attuned to it , Most of us block it out the world is full of close minded people , We Fear what we don't understand , we only use a small part of our brain but the brain is so much more , some people may never use there abilities , but sometimes if you get a gut feeling about a place,thing or even a person, its your subconscious mind warning you & 90% of the time its right . follow your feeling, .
I may mention some of Aleister Crowley's works here first of all before you think i'm follower of his path i can assure you i am not.  He did open a few doors for me but I am in no way a believer of his system,   I don't practice his craft but i will not judge other if they do , Crowley say some things i  Strongly agree wit, "Do what Thou Wilt is the whole or the law "  was one and he Also said do not charge someone money if they wish to learn magick or anything from you . Anyone who will charge you money so you can learn magick from them is simply manipulating you. Help others as they help you 

 Magick is free to learn, and anyone can do it people will be willing to show you if you ask.  I don't practice much Magick I do various rituals on the Sabbaths and may do spells here and there but not all the time. I can help if anyone wants but I'm no genius on the subject, I  am to on a learning path & still am Im still not sure where I'm going or what I'm doing .    





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